Every slow song reminds me.
Maybe I'm forcing myself,
So that the lyrics correspond
With all that is going on in my head,
In my heart, which is a mess.
And still I would write
A thousand more songs
About you.
Everything, but still that is not,
Just not enough, you're more.
I stood still and watched the situation,
Watched myself pine and fall.
It hurts but at the same time
The possibilities excite me
So even if I wanted to escape
I don't think I could.
I can wait, I would wait forever,
For true love because it is real.
For you, an eternity.
My heart betrays my head.
It hurts, it's you,
It's only you, it's always been you.
Into the darkness and escaping the light of day,
The black skies cover every inch of my deceiving face,
My naked soul lies open in the air as it sees through the glass window,
Unto a ceiling of honest lights ricocheting from star to star.
From the ones we've lost I seek answers and from the ones I've forgotten I wait for a sign,
To look upon the works of the great and to bite up and swallow pieces of their mind,
For from the gifted we gain knowledge and knowledge builds up our power,
With belief in our hearts together with freedom in our thoughts we shall rise above.
Slowly daybreaks and my character wants to take action on its chang
All the wild horses came rushing in, one at a time,
They soared through the wheat and left my field devastated.
All the wild horses went on without a care,
They never apologised, it never shuddered them a single bit.
And as the wild horses continued to destroy other lands,
I tried to mend and recapture my beautiful patches of earth.
While they foraged for food and crushed small farms,
My farm, so big and plentiful, was yet to be repaired.
The wild horses were fast, they were eager and unstoppable,
The weak, naive, vulnerable farmers were frightened and taken advantage of.
And though some horses showed remorse and backed off,
Most h
It's been a while since I put pen to paper,
Since I pondered over my thoughts and made things clearer,
Instead I sat back and watched my problems grow greater.
It's been a while since I stood on my feet,
Since I climbed to the top and never feared defeat,
Instead I crumbled to pieces and let them get the best of me.
So I dipped my pen in my mind and picked out a few feelings,
But they were just too twisted, torn, wrapped around in messes,
Back to step 1, I was hesitating staring up at the ceiling.
Because I can't find a spot, can't find a root to grow from,
I need some light, need a spark, my muse it got lost,
Six months down the l
He let down my guard,
Without a single word.
He laughed and smiled,
Without realising he lit up my world.
I am not naïve nor am I vulnerable,
I hope, I pray and I dream.
I hurt, I cry and I sometimes I scream,
But my mind forces me to be realistic.
We could move mountains with our strength,
The stars could shine the brightest with our light.
We could be better than I imagine us to be,
The world could come to an end but I'd still be thinking about the possibilities of you and me.
I've never been so sure until now,
Because my heart skips a thousand beats when you're around.
You have no idea that butterflies flutter in my stom
Back to back,
Heart to heart.
Their souls intertwined,
Their spirits collide.
Back to back.
Heart to heart.
They stumble upon silence,
They hear the beats are in sync.
Back to back,
They felt it tearing them apart.
Heart to heart,
The lies fell out of the closet.
Back to back,
They couldn't look into each others eyes.
Heart to heart,
Through the lies and deceit the trust was lost.
Back to back,
They watched everything break to pieces.
Heart to heart,
The truth spilled out in the end.
Back to back,
She couldn't risk everything for a stranger.
Heart to heart,
He once held everything he needed tightly in his arms.
Heart t
At a distance it would appear perfect
Until approaching a few inches from surface
The foul smell of coal and tobacco
The hole, a perfect circle
How could it be that he opened my eyes
Within a few weeks reality surpassed me
Seldom had I known what people could do
More importantly what they could pretend to do
The radicality of truth spun around me
I could only fall to the floor
With my arms besides my face
I just couldn't take anymore
This is what I have come to
The shell has cracked and my tears
Display the intensity of insane hormones
Taking blame for this conflicted heart
It all ended, the dreams and insomnia
The loneliness
I looked across the room in fear
Of what may have been the
End. And until this day it is all
I could ever have dreamed of.
When the clock strikes and
The pendulum sways from
Side to side I realise how much
Time I thought would last
For Ever. The clocks could stop
But your heartbeat echoes
In our empty home
as I wait at the window
For you to return. Your
letters fill my heart with
sorrow. I should've known
That everything good comes to
an end. Some sooner than others.
But you left. With no remorse
And all I have are those few
paragraphs. Literature that
Burns me down like your clothes.
I let the remains fly through the
Co
I write in respect of the stars
I follow their words blindly
and wait for another to follow mine
reached a stage that even Jimmy cannot describe
the days short and the nights long
some thoughts will linger
and others will be lost
in time the ink shall run out
the songs will not have the same affect
and seeing places as just places
Jimmy will be able to sing again
in the midst of the cold night
which seperates the wishes
from the truth
we stay out of the forest
but when Summer arrives
it will be time to make places
not places but "there"
the nights will be longer
the arrow will hit the moon
even if they do not respond
we w
So I reach for today's notebook
and think of the last time I wrote to you
you're the best listener
even when I competed with Henry
and my belief lost me the race
you never closed your ears
A number could never stop me
mouse I am now as i flaunt my excuse
I let him sink like the titanic
the iceberg will soon melt all over me
and Boston awaits me
if only I was a little more predictable
Claims of being invincible only laugh back at me
I am damaged and this inhaler has stopped working
I am my own counsellor, I am overpaid
afraid to look in the mirror
the punisher said I needed somebody to bring me glue
he got lost on his way
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